But ultimately, the thing I'm most scared of is making the people who mean the most to me upset, and for those reasons I end up losing them.
I'm so scared of hurting my family and my two best friends. They are seriously the people who matter the most to me and if I screw up, which I'm apparently very good at, I'm scared that it had the potential to destroy my relationships with them.
I cannot bear the thought living a life without these people because they have pretty much made me the person I am today. They keep me grounded, they make me smile and they cheer me up when I make mistakes or when I'm sad.
I've screwed up so many times and I've lost so many friends through my errors and I've only just started making amends with them after a long time. I just don't wanna lose my best friends, considering they so much for me.
I just wanna be the best person I could be and I know we all make mistakes, but there are just the people that I definitely don't want to hurt.
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